February 2012
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Relax. You’re setting your expectations a bit too high, and stop comparing yourself to others. It’s good to challenge yourself, but there will be days where you’ll be just short of that bar. Instead of being upset, be happy with your efforts and realize that you’re growing and improving. Patience, you’ll get there.
The coming weeks will be a good test of your...
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As times get tough, I get tougher.
Contrary to how much I crave a relationship.. I realized that I’m perfectly comfortable with being alone.
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A blank stare, unfocused yet contemplative. Empty space filled with sound and silence. Strings ring out, chords interplay. My mind follows my fingers, my fingers release my inner angst. Trapped emotions mix with unspoken thoughts.
Thank God for music. Without it, I wouldn’t be able to express very much. I was never very good at that.
Anonymous asked: If a girl was interested, are you open to giving someone new a chance, or is a certain girl currently consuming your thoughts?
Today was a much needed day off. Tomorrow: kick butt at school, kick butt at running errands, kick butt at crossfit get my butt kicked at crossfit.
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Seeing the unexpected from the unexpected is often, well.. unexpected.
I’m so scattered. My mind is stagnant while my body is moving farther and farther away. Must recollect myself, refocus.
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I hate not being able to put my best foot forward. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
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For once, I’m enjoying the rain. Usually it dampens my spirit and depresses my strength.. but today, the rain brings with it a sense of serenity and comfort. The constant pitter-patter drones out my worries as I close my eyes and listen.
I’m feeling good today.
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I’m growing weary. My resolve is slowly crumbling away beneath my feet. It’s tough trying to be patient, especially when what I’m longing for seems right at my fingertips, yet continually beyond my grasp, out of my reach.
I’m not really sure why I’m investing so much energy into this. I just.. know it’s right. I hope it’s worth the wait.
Today, I forced myself to take a break, told myself to pause. Changed my gaze from looking so far ahead to looking right in front of my feet. Sat myself down on a patch of grass under a beautiful palm (it was 70+ degrees today in the middle of February!), inhaled calmly, and exhaled my worries away. As I sat motionless in the middle of the grass, everything around me kept moving; nothing stopped...
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It’s uncharacteristic for me to be off-balanced, blown away with no rebuttal or solution. I’m the planner, the here-is-a-flowchart-for-all-the-possible-solutions guy, the guy who plans for your every move. I’m usually 10 steps ahead, not trying to figure out where the footsteps even went. I’m not used to being outplayed. Well, it’s not so much that I’m getting...
I keep telling myself, “Life isn’t scripted.”
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It may not be my place to do so, but I wanted to hold you, to assure you that everything was going to be okay in my embrace.
If only I had the chance to know you better. You come and go, without notice and without a goodbye. The beginning was swell, connected and exciting. Day by day, it became less and less as the distance grew and grew.
Sometimes I wonder if I still cross your mind;...
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Man, I even have to partition my weekends into a schedule. Where did all my free time go? Well, at least part of this weekend’s schedule is to attend the annual VSU Fashion Show. Oh, the memories (even though I was never really in it).
The process whereby one makes friends is intriguing. Intimacy invites intimacy. Opening up to others is key. Be vulnerable for a change.
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Saying “I used quotations” instead of “I used quotes.”
+ brownie points.
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I’m easily discouraged. Comparing myself to others is a hard habit to break.
Must focus on myself and my own achievements rather than holding them up to others and measuring their respective weights. Dissecting them with a scrupulous eye is doing more harm than motivating. Must realize that my achievements are amazing in and of themselves.
Anonymous asked: Hey man don't be so worried about finding the right girl right now, you might end up getting into a bad relationship. just immerse yourself into different situations and meet lots of girls and eventually you'll find the right one. dont rush things, be patient!
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I may seem perfectly content and okay on the outside, a smile on my face, nonchalantly going about my day but… on the inside, I really am a hopeless romantic. I wouldn’t mind having someone’s hand to hold, someone to talk with into the dark hours of the night, someone all to my own. I may be a bit selfish, but honestly, I miss it.
January 2012
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It may seem impossible, but I’ve taught my heart to be patient.
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The refreshing weekend has me rejuvenated and ready to take on this week. It’s getting a little easier to manage everything now. I’m in the groove, babeh.
Getting back on track and back into the groove of things. It’s always hard to adjust.
Anonymous asked: wdup dude man. ummmmm maybeee. you should stick to just playing the guitar.... I think you good at that. but. ummmm singings not so great... soooooo yeah. andddd. I don't think I'm the only one that thinks this. so yeah. :]
This is the hardest part... trying to hold your...